LINCHAN

Owing it!

2011-11-29T17:07:00.001+08:00

I had a busy full on weekend! which was epic! had a lot of things going on.
I had a conversation with a friend and we were talking about our youth group.
One thing he said was, its great and all but there could be more to be done.
If you really want to make it epic you need to start owning it. It has to be yours.
Something you really want to be part of. Then it really hit me, you could do all
the fun stuff but if you don't own it and really know and be part of it, you'll never
"fit in" unless you fit yourself in. You have to be excited about it! Really want to
improve it and love it. One of the many revelations of my life.

Anyways with thanks giving and all, I had a lot to thank for. Like finishing my gradshow prep
in less than a week! :3 Praise God. And my set up wasnt bad either! :) God is good.

GRACE

2011-11-19T10:29:00.001+08:00

Grace is unfair,
it is sacrifice,
it is not
about rights;
or equality.
Grace is about extending a hand to the people who feel are undeserved.
Grace is about forgiveness.
not the kind where a person comes up to you to say sorry and you say you forgive them
but the kind where you say you forgive them without them even saying a word.

Are you content?

2011-11-07T08:57:00.000+08:00

sick of playing the game of religion, I'm tired of losing my reason for living!

I think the Lord reminded me how important it is to seek Him. That christian life isn't just some free and easy ticket to heaven. Everything in your life is still there, the problems etc but God promises to be there with you whether you know it or not.

Forgiveness

2011-11-04T10:08:00.000+08:00

I watched this and I relate.

Forgiveness is not just about getting it. It is about not going back.
You have to just throw it away. Don't go back and take back your trash.
Will you forgive yourself. That's what they end up with and then it strikes me;
I ask God for forgiveness but do I truely forgive myself?
Do I need to keep a reminder?
Why do I keep going back if I've already have forgiveness.

Like Paul in Phillippians 3:1-14
He says in v8 that everything that he thought was of value, he now considers trash.
Forgiveness is about moving on. It's about letting go and letting God.

I thought it was quite interesting.
Do you forgive yourself?

God bless chu! :)

glory+honor

2011-11-01T09:53:00.002+08:00

I know this post has been long awaited.
I was hospitalised. what can I say? :P

anyways. I was reading Jeremiah 1-2 today.
The overview is about the turning to other gods other than the Lord
I thought it was interesting and so true.
Israel had other idols even though they saw God in so many things.
But how true is that, its still the same. We know how capable God is.
We know what miracles He can do but we still turn away.
If we are talking about flesh vs Spirit,
we should stop feeding the flesh and start feeding the Spirit.
Is it harder to do so, yes but that's the thing.
No one said christian life was easy or without suffering.

But anyway, the thing that strike me the most was c2 v11.
It reads
Has a nation ever changed its gods? (Yet they are not gods at all.)
But my people have exchanged their Glory for worthless idols.

exchange Glory? for worthless idols? what does that even mean?
wait a min, what does Glory mean?
Glory can mean a lot of things, usually its 'we have a glorious victory' etc.
But in hebrew, Glory is mostly rendered. It is given like a birth right.

If you've never heard Jaeson Ma's Glory (Its a song)
you should. It speaks mountains about Glory.
God has given us Glory. Not just any kind, we have His Glory. We share in it because we are part of it.
If I make sense here. On the other hand, that Glory is rightfully yours but likewise, it is yours to do with.
Which means, the Glory that God so rightfully gave to you can be taken away easily if you do not guard yourself.
It is Glory which sets you apart.

Oh a side note,
While searching for what Glory is, the word honor comes up.
Are they linked? I would think so.
http://olsuit.wordpress.com/2009/04/12/the-meaning-of-honor/
Very cool meaning of honor. It talks about the weight.
When the bible says honor your parents, its not just talking about one day out of the whole year.
It's talking about one year out of a whole year.
It is not something thoughtless and dealt with neglect.
Thought for 365 days.

Good day to you guys!
God bless youu! :)

Limitations?

2011-07-28T22:23:00.004+08:00

To many,
Life is like a dream,
its when you wake up,
that reality really hits.

I say this because, life in the human sense is only so long but life in itself is eternal.
But also in fact, many of us like to stay in our dream world because we feel its safe and you are free to do whatever you want, think whatever you think. The possibilities are endless. But in reality this "safe haven" only continues to mock our pity for our self-imposed limitations. We believe that we are limited beings and that's what really is the changing factor. it shields us from the truth, truth that sets us free. The truth of the matter is we are more than able because God is able and we should not be complaining about our limits but rather asking God to help us go beyond those limits. That in itself is an everyday miracle.

For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline. (2 Timothy 1:7)

You are not as limited as you think you are! :)
You are not a timid scardy cat
You are a fierce warrior for the Lord of course! :)

God bless everyone! :D

Release

2011-06-26T21:38:00.003+08:00

the break off of the chain
bust of energy against my body
an impact that could send me flying
oxygen rushing to my heart
it beat like a drum
a ticktock clock with a rising constant
built up excitement
ready to explode in a moment of release.

FREEDOMM~

I was bored.. xD
Ps John talked about honor and I realised that honor is something that has to be given. When I heard about honor, it was a reminder that perhaps I am not showing enough honor. It says in the bible, to honor your parents and you will live a long life. That being said, I realised that we live in a world of the broken, where families are not as functional as they seem on the surface. It is a very sad fact. I realise that I should treasure my parents more and by honoring them. And I thankyou God for showing me that :)

The Journey

2011-05-26T17:29:00.002+08:00

She crept up from under the small homely vegetation into a big glow of a sunrise.
With arms stretched open. She looked up beyond and smiled to herself.
Today is a good day she says as she breaths in the sights before her.
Retreating back into the vegetation momentarily,
she emerged with a handy bagpack and raced onward towards the world.
The Son shining down her. She knew in this world of danger, she would remain safe for sure.

<3 God is GOOD! :3

Faithfullness that goes beyond.

2011-05-20T21:37:00.004+08:00

impossible is not a word
its just a reason for someone not to try.

the past week was filled with so many things
like car accidents. tiredness. fustrations.
I did not realise how much God is doing to keep me.
I did not look at the big picture, just mine.
I feel discouraged when I feel like I shouldnt be driving.
and everything just becomes a drag.

One morning, I saw fog like I've never seen before.
for that moment. I was in amazement.
How is this white cloud so near to the ground.
it was just so exciting to know.

and my thumb-drives.
I left at the printers.
When I realised it, I had to go back to pick them up.
which means its been there for a week.
I know. I was freaking out and I did not rely on God.
But deep down, I was crying out for help.
I picked up the phone and called.
THANK GOD it was there.
the sad news was.. someone in the printers.. kinda stole 2 of my thumb-drives.
BUT THANK GOD.
they did not take my most important thumb-drive and I give God all the glory.
it contains a lot of my work that is due in the next 2 weeks!!

My God is faithful.

SONG IN MIND: That's what Faith can do // Kutless
This song really speaks of what faith is. It made me realise that I can continue to hope and hang on to God's promises because He is eternally faithful.

Everybody falls sometimes
Gotta find the strength to rise
From the ashes and make a new beginning
Anyone can feel the ache
You think it’s more than you can take
But you're stronger, stronger than you know
Don’t you give up now
The sun will soon be shining
You gotta face the clouds
To find the silver lining

I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn’t ever end
Even when the sky is falling
I’ve seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do

It doesn’t matter what you’ve heard
Impossible is not a word
It’s just a reason for someone not to try
Everybody’s scared to death
When they decide to take that step
Out on the water
It’ll be alright
Life is so much more
Than what your eyes are seeing
You will find your way
If you keep believing

I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn’t ever end
Even when the sky is falling
I’ve seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do

Overcome the odds
You don't have a chance
(That’s what faith can do)
When the world says you can’t
It’ll tell you that you can!

I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn’t ever end
Even when the sky is falling
And I’ve seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do
That's what faith can do!
Even if you fall sometimes
You will have the strength to rise

God <3 you where you are.
He is waiting to change your life.
Not for you to change your life then find Him.

word for thought

2011-05-07T16:32:00.002+08:00

WE DO NOT HAVE GRACE LIKE THIS:

imagine having to jump over a pole like a high jumper,

beyond your reach, then Jesus Christ comes along and takes it away so you can easily jump over it. yay. NO! that is not grace.

despite what many will say,

NT believers also have law. Matt 5:17-20

and God's law is perfect. Matt 5:21-48

God expects us to have a higher standard than the Old testament laws.

so as much as we try to.

we cannot fullfill that perfect law.

that is why. and only why we have grace.

Because having grace helps us raise up to that level.

So. yes. the pole is beyond our reach but with grace, we realise that all things are possible through Christ who strengthens me. He gives us grace, not to make our life easier but to strengthen us to do greater things that, in the past we thought were not possible. Grace to realise our potential in God. When we reach the point of giving up, that is when grace steps in.

'God, I cannot accomplish this by my own strength, I need your grace to help me to do Your law!'

Osama

2011-05-02T20:41:00.002+08:00

death? is it so fantastic?

to rejoice with a death?

is that a statement of power?

or a reflection of ego?

revenge; hurt; suffering..

will it stop if one was killed?

wouldn't another just rise?

more notorious more dangerous?

what is your justification to this kill?

we all sin.

IT'S DISGUSTING

P.S where is the body? are the people believing everything the media says? :O

think about that.

Ressurection

2011-04-25T15:55:00.002+08:00

Jesus we worship You

We lift Your name on high

This song of praise will be our cry

Will be our cry <3

we forget that we are sinners

that we were chosen to live

not to die

why?

for what purpose?

i forget

that I am a sinner

that I was freed of sin

that I can be free

that I can choose to live and not die

that I am loved

that my purpose is God's plan

and that I am His

I forget that

God has given me authority to overcome what I think I cannot.

That the Holy Spirit was given to me for a reason.

I had forgotten my conviction

I had forgotten my purpose

I had gotten so consumed by my material needs

I had forgotten to live for the people You love

I had forgotten my first love

that is why

Jesus Christ thankyou for reminding me

of the love you shed on the cross

beyond recognition

I remember now

the freedom I live in

no earthly things have ahold on me

that the authority you have given me

is greater than my earthly desires

I am sorry and probably be forever

that I put You aside for my wants

thankyou for Your forgiveness

autumn

2011-04-07T11:08:00.003+08:00

oh springtime

ask me out in autumn

when the streets are covered with leaves

that crispy crunch

ask me out!

we could walk in the cold air

and you could be my blanket :P

LOVE AUTUMN!!!! It's soo nice and cold!

just the way i like it! ah har ah har! :D

God bless chu!

opened.

2011-03-27T14:54:00.005+08:00

isaiah 6:9- 10

Be ever hearing, but never understanding;
be ever seeing, but never perceiving.’
Make the heart of this people calloused;
make their ears dull
and close their eyes.
Otherwise they might see with their eyes,
hear with their ears,
understand with their hearts,
and turn and be healed

it was just mind blowing I guess.

v9 - 10 translates to:

You will be ever hearing, but never understanding;

you will be ever seeing, but never perceiving.’

This people’s heart has become calloused(harden);

they hardly hear with their ears,

and they have closed their eyes

how true. i dont know about you but the verse

You will be ever hearing, but never understanding;

you will be ever seeing, but never perceiving.

really strike me.

i was ever hearing, never understanding.

seeing but never perceiving. I'm just like God help me.

You know the feeling where people are trying to tell you something and you just want to ignore them because you want it; your way.

or like you really like someone and you do all you can to please him/her but you just get disappointed?

or why can't that person be more like that instead of this?

well obviously...

its like saying I love roller coaster rides but I don't want to sit on a roller coaster because I don't want it this way.

you cannot be in control and predict everything that happens..

what is the point of saying you love it but you won't sit on it?

You want to be in control because of pride? power? arrogance? self esteem? and I guess sometimes I'm like that too.

like sometimes I think:

why can't certain people be nicer? or why won't this person like me? or why are they so irritating?

This mindset destroys relationships because its all about you you you.

So I'm like God please change me into the way You see me not what I want myself to be.

I need to learn to let go I guess and not hold on to my attitude/habits.

we are selfish human beings destined for greater things

but we can't do greater if we continue the way we are and

demand change from the people around us.

God just take the wheel and give me the ride of my life.

life changing revelation. :)

dilemma

2011-03-25T19:10:00.004+08:00

i dint think i'd say this

but..

i was wrong to think that way

oh so wrong.

R.I.P _____

in your own bubble

2011-03-19T12:44:00.002+08:00

people in bubbles everywhere

i wonder..

what are you doing?

nameless people painted in grey

just what is going on in your life

I see your rush

I dont understand

your datelines.duedates

social lives. dedications

expectations. duties

nor your hopes and dreams

so tell me

what do you see in today

all you "dull looking" lives

your timeline just don't slow down

and gone in a buzz

people in bubbles everywhere

how do you live life?

tell me so.

Just in the buzz and hassle of life

I sit in a car and when I look to my sides

I see other people like myself.

in their own cars

having their own lives

and I can't help but wonder

hey there.

you.

whats ur life like?

where are you going?

at the same time however

i wonder how God does it

that everything fits just so perfectly

everyday :P

so just tell me

2011-03-13T18:54:00.002+08:00

that You give me strength to finish what I must do

that You secure me always when I am lost

that You uphold what is good in Your sight in my life

that I be one after Your heart.

my mountain of work is but a tiny micro speck on the floor and yet I can't help but panic when I see it. On occasion, just utter nonsense I spout from my mouth and of my thoughts I cannot control. I am but a human. Your breath embodied with dust of the earth. I can only see so far but yet if I stand in the clouds or hear Your wise counsel, I shall know a glimpse of Your plans, perfect and timely.

teach me to be teachable. help me acknowledge all You have placed in position that I may be molded willingly. teach to not reject the teachings of the wise but let me be a servant humbly before You.

chichingchingggg~

God bless youuu :)

status vs none

2011-03-03T09:24:00.002+08:00

yesterday, during cell.

my cell leader said something that resonated with my heart.

he said:

i don't know why people call him Apostle Paul.

Paul never said he was Apostle Paul.

In all his letters.

He simply said he was Paul the apostle.

1corinthians 1:1

you may think.

it's the same. what.

i don't get it.

but that's the thing. Status and hierarchy is so common in society.

is there ever anyone with no rank for themselves.

it made me humble myself.

we have no rank or status in the world.

and we should not think we do.

we are not of the world.

why do we act as though we are?

to fit in?

we were never meant to "fit in"!

so.

stand out! :)

God bless uuu! :D

love

2011-02-17T19:25:00.003+08:00

when I think about it.
love. it's an easy word.
everyone can say they love.
but can you love always?

I guess when I think of valentine's day,
I know I kinda wish the usual.
When I look at all the couples in the world,
I cannot comprehend the excitement they hold in their hearts.
maybe because I never got to celebrate with any "special someone"
its not like i'm not straight,
i have someone i like OK! :D

but in saying all this.
if you know what love is really like.
valentines day shouldnt matter.
in fact,
if you are thinking of celebrating love.
look@thecross.
words are nothing without action.

also. if you are talking about love.
many would say,
I love you because you are this, this and that.
would you love the person if they weren't like that?
that is the world's definition of love.

love is beyond that.
if you really think about it,
God didn't love you because you are this and that.
He just LOVES you. ALL THE TIME. endlessly.

I think that's the best part about God.

He is love.

1 John 4:7-8

Maybe it's about time you love? :)

Don't get caught up in something called romance.

romance is really exciting,

but it is merely a shadow of what love really is.

Bits of work

2011-01-20T21:39:00.003+08:00

monday morning. a fine morning with no clouds but bright sun.

a rushed yet calm and anxious car ride to some random warehouse.

those doors; the usual swing with a vivid 2 near the top of the flat curved shaped metal handles?

that entrance opened up a whole new world of system. procedures.

the packing zone. just Matt and Mark working away. I see Ben on the end processing the postage.

old man bill says hi. wonders how I'm doing. i say i'm fine. hoping he is the same.

and the daily storm begins with paper after paper. order lists that seemed endless. literally.

trolley is my daily companion with baskets on it.

bin locations. number of certain items just flood my mind and I roll away with the cranks of the wheels rubbing against the dusty floors.

enter in the picking zone. as high as I can see. four small aisles on your right; packed with books just billions of them including stock. and on the right a long big thick aisle filled with stationary.

at the back of this industrious warehouse is a huge open area and the east wind blows in gust which really helps lessen the heat.

just round aisle after aisle. empty boxes just laying around. Someone should just pick them, cut them, throw them. seriously ain't that hard.

I see these two indian girls working away. they too are rolling trolleys as I am. little ants in an infantry.

I start picking and ticking off as I go along. 1 A1030; tick. 2 A2398; tick.....

12 A3940 tick.... seriously...

I try to comprehend why pre-primary children need 12 glue sticks each or why they even need scissors that are pretty long if you know what I mean.

I pass another box. dropping my order list into the trolley I pick my pocket knife and slash away at the box turning it into a flat piece of card. that makes me smile.

haha. Edward's at it again with his loud music and random dance moves. 22 and already getting married. tops to him.

I see Reggie and this other guy; big mustache and all walking through the space that separates the books and stationary. They are just busy stocking the shelfs.

sound of wheels and I see the other Ben in his usual work getup. nerd glasses coming in with a list. just walking around looking up and down. its a daily thing.

funny. ouch. oh boy. another paper cut. sigh.

12. YES. lunchtime. I grab my bag rush out through the door with the number 2 on it and walk along the open corridor to the shop a short distance away.

I see my sister helping a customer and I signal to her tilting my head slightly several times.

She sees me and grabs her stuff. We pass through this plastic and the book list shelfs stand in front of us. We quickly pass them turning right into a cloth curtain hidden away in the corner of the shop. its our little hideout. with the essentials like a fridge table tap etc.

We unfold our small packages revealing some glass containers. We stuff them in the microwave and wait for it to heat.. and just like that. throughout the day. we just get interrupted by people during our daily walk around the warehouse.

I must say. I got stronger? physically... but with quite a number of cuts.

and PHEW. end of the day. I finally get to lay my legs to rest as I drive home..

and sleep.

at the beginning :)

2011-01-01T10:23:00.002+08:00

learn to walk

just another step

it doesn't take long

you might plop

you might pop

but nevertheless

learn to walk

i think learning is one of the many things that people take for granted. God can only tell you so much. it all depends on you to let yourself learn. in that sense be teachable. if anything. i wanna be more teachable. and I guess be more gracious to everyone. AND LOVE HIM LOTS! :D btw. read The Shack. It's a fantastic book. It really depicts what Christ is like and how the stereotypes of christianity is wrong. I repeat. NADA. NO. NEGATORY. WRONG. For me, they just speak of religion of christianity but its not christianity. the stereotypes i mean. :) I'm just a follower of Christ. From what I know, sometimes. well. all the time...

"its easy to know God as your saviour but do you know Him as Lord?"

what does that mean? many a time, we know God as a person who saves and protects but how many times have we fallen short of recognising He is King? how do we treat a king? shouldn't we be more than that?

anyways. this new year reminds me so much of the song at the beginning. some of the lyrics just make sense to me. most parts remind me of God's faithfulness and how much I cannot comprehend about Him.

SONG: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLfFOCfAlIc

We were strangers,
starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
what we'd have to go through
Now here we are,
and I'm suddenly standing,
at the beginning with you

No one told me
I was going to find you,
Unexpected
what you did to my heart,
When I lost hope
you were there to remind me
this is the start

And life is a road
and I wanna to keep going
love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
life is a road
now and forever
wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
in the end I wanna be standing
at the beginning with you

We were strangers
on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

(Chorus)

I knew there was somebody somewhere
that made love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothings gonna tear us apart

(Chorus)

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on
Starting out on a journey

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
at the beginning with you

anyways.. to sum this up. don't let 2011 get you down. Focus on God and just keep going. :D

Have a wonderful 2011 guys! :)

mybirthdaycake

2010-12-20T12:38:00.003+08:00

awfully chocolate

was the birthday cake

glowing sticks on top

and all

but you see

8 course meals = fullness

so I had only a slice.

my yummy chocolate cake

i wanted to chump you up

but alas my stomach would reject you.

oh well.

God is good. xD i had a 8 course meal plus durian pudding... YUM!!! and then they brought me home and gave me a chocolate cake which obviously cannot fit in... xDDD

The End

2010-11-25T18:39:00.002+08:00

I wear a dress

A fancy one

Of black with white roses.

An air of bittersweet surrounds me

People with balling eyes

Grieving in deep sorrow

As I walk down the aisle

The line is long but I slowly move closer

To the fate already met

Greeted with tearing eyes

Face to face with death

Already gone is the warmth of his embrace

With relations distance

A prayer I whisper

To the crying

I see in front of me

Of peace I offer

To God

Oh please hear me.

The End

Random Thoughts Jumbled.

2010-11-23T10:47:00.004+08:00

My Savior loves, My Savior lives.

I can't believe how amazing that is.

I wonder. why is it that pre-believers don't believe in God sometimes.

I mean even science is just theories. not always definite.

and for those who just wonder through the ways of life. they yearn for a purpose but find none and somehow when their situation is bad, they curse at God. asking why won't you there when I needed you. is it no wonder there is so much pain in the world. God is there. It's just your mentality is wrong. believe and then you will see. anyways...

The eye is the light of the body; so then if your eye is clear, your whole body will be full of light. But if your eye is bad, your whole body will be full of darkness. . . ." Matt6: 22-23

Analogy: Believing is like calling to meet up a person who have not met before and waiting there knowing the person will turn up? sometimes people think too much maybe that's why God only let us use a small amount of our brains! :P don't let pride stop you from being who you are meant to be.

I think its so amazing that God place so many things in our lives to learn from.

READ proverbs. its my favorite book of the bible. learn something.

I love proverbs 6 when it talks about the ant. If you think about it, we are like ants in the world. Time is something the ants hold dear to. They don't laze around. They travel long distances. When they are needed, they go, no questions ask. They work together as a team. It's not for selfish gain. If one perishes another will take its place. Somehow its like God sending us out into the world. Some will perish during the work but God will always find someone else to take your place. Just because you are replaceable does not mean you are replaceable in God's eyes. Speaking of perishing..we don't really perish at all. We are of spirit not flesh.made in His own image; can you imagine? He loves eternally. remember that! :D

1corintians 14

20 Brothers and sisters, don't think like children. When it comes to evil, be like babies, but think like mature people.

what are babies like? they depend on their parents. trusting. not literally acting like a baby! :P

the same way God wants us to rely on Him. when a baby cries, parents immediately run to its side. It's the same with God. :)

lol. random thoughts all over the place! God is good.

JAMES

2010-11-15T21:20:00.002+08:00

James c1 is soo interesting! :O

Yeah. I just needed to say that.

NIV

²² Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says. ²³Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like someone who looks at his face in a mirror ²⁴ and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. ²⁵ But whoever looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues in it—not forgetting what they have heard, but doing it—they will be blessed in what they do.

KJV

James 1:22: But be ye doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving your own selves.

James 1:23: For if any be a hearer of the word, and not a doer, he is like unto a man beholding his natural face in a glass:

James 1:24: For he beholdeth himself, and goeth his way, and straightway forgetteth what manner of man he was.

James 1:25: But whoso looketh into the perfect law of liberty, and continueth therein, he being not a forgetful hearer, but a doer of the work, this man shall be blessed in his deed.

DON'T JUST HEAR. LISTEN. DON'T JUST LISTEN. DO. :)

Hope everyone is having a splendid time with exams and such! :D

Friends

2010-10-11T21:25:00.002+08:00

Friends are very important to me...

not like some who claim they are; your actions don't seem to be in sync with your thoughts. ):

sorry. its just my observation. :O

maybe it is my fault for placing too much expectations on you.

you seem so easy going and nice then uu PMS. then i lol. then the disappointment sinks in.

have uu ever wondered why you say the things you say about friendship.

yeahh.. maybe you should think about it. like seriously. for your sake.

i kinda feel sorry for you. its like people warn you. and you are spiritual BLIND..

see.. at times like this. i want to shake you crazy and ask you to please open your eyes. you are not the only one in the world you knoww.

i am a friend that cares for you. if you don't know it. its your loss. then maybe its time to just let go. am abit sad and disappointed though.

just leaving a verse:

"A friend loves at all times,
And a brother is born for adversity."
Prov 17:17

Stuff&Muffins

2010-06-21T18:28:00.006+08:00

Hey Everyonee!! Been awhile. look i made pwetty cupcakes ♥

it was 1oo% YUM!! its been so exciting.

; stuff

vibecampbooklet.IDMC.shopping.movie.music.

anyways! also. a shoutout to my good friend in sg. Happy birthdayy uncle! ;P

God be praised and glorified.

♥♥♥

what's a good day?

2010-06-03T18:39:00.002+08:00

so. hi blog. im hungry.

feed me! get itt!!! nvm..

im just being lameee.

we know we've had a good day only when we have gone through worser days. its like the sun coming out after the storm. don't take it for granted, for even after good days, there are bound to be worse days and those worse days will be times to stay strong, take courage and persevere so we can see better brighter days ahead. its definitely not the time to give up the fight.

ciao ciao

God sent a bus

2010-05-19T11:32:00.002+08:00

oh yeahhh! GOD IS SO AWESOME and he sent an empty bus.. i was like REALLY? SERIOUSLY? aww.. thanks God. u make my day any day! :D

i got up late cos i was doing an IDMC flyer on sunday night and i had a morning class at 8.30am. boos. anyways. i woke up at 7.15am. AHH.. rushrush to get dressed. :D i got to the bus stop at like 7.45ishh? and the bus came 5mins later. and yeah. EMPTY. i was like woah.. and thenn.. its peak hour. was expecting to probably reach at 8plus. my bus not only got there early, it overtook the bus before which was packed with people. GOSH.. and i got there at 8.05ish. which is like WOAHHHH!!!!! awwwss..

and on the way back from school, i was hungry and i stopped by the vending machine near the busport. as i was walking to the bus port, i saw my bus alrdy there. so i was like meh. ill take the next bus. i just walked there casually. and the bus was stationed. i was like okkk... then i got there and got on the bus. then the bus driver closed the doors and drove off. i was like really? really God? i feel so special. thanks! :D

hello. i love you. its been stuck in my head.. gLee did it justice mannn! :D

hello. i love you. i'm hungry.

Bittersweet Wind

2010-05-04T22:31:00.004+08:00

The wind that moves is the breeze that has gone through.

For that moment as it passes, its presence may be loved but after it leaves,

Reality hits home and that feeling of bliss is suddenly drained.

Such is the nature of life, that what has passed might have great

But it is past and it will never be the same. I love the wind.

But Wind you are freedom and I couldn't hold you.

Wind waits for no one but it follows God's hand across the canvas of the earth.

Wind; you never return the same. I love your sweet presence. I miss it.

I walk on trying to move on. It still hurts to know you've move on.

Wind; I wish you'd take me away with you. You have a place in my heart.

But we could never go back, Wind.

Wind I can still recall the sweet sound you make when you were passing.

I wish you well wind. I know time waits for no one.

I can never regret the times I feel you pass by. It was always pure pleasure.

You make my day feel good just by passing by. I can't feel you anymore.

I try to grasp even a part of you but I can't grab you.

Wind you are cruel. You leave me lost.

Wind maybe when you pass by again, it will be of pleasantness again.

Bittersweet Wind

Goodbye

Don't forget me!

Gotta love the wind heyy? xD God bless guys! *just a lil update since I've not shown you enuff love my bloggie*

The exciting day of 22 March 2010

2010-03-30T11:56:00.000+08:00

I was soo tired. Lazy. I was msning during lecture. I was paying attention. Sorta anyway. Thenn I planned to meet ben but I went to the mac lab first because he had a class til 5pm. When I was in there, aquilla and his gang showed up and we talked and used the computer. Then the building alarm went off and there was an evacuation of the 201 building. Yes. We got kicked out into the storm with lightning and thunder and flooding in lecture halls as well as outside and hail. xD then I did not get to meet ben because there was no reception. xD it was kinda fun braving the weather. Reminded me of brotherhood and strong friendships. Despite what is going on, we can still smile! :D After that, there was a massive traffic jam, apparently, a tree fell, the traffic lights went off, massive flooding in curtin and we lost power. After the rain was gone, my friends were still reluctant to go because one of them felt that the traffic jam would still be on. Anyways in the end, they decided to go for dinner but I really wanted to go home. I ended up trying to call my parents wanting to tell them that ill go have dinner but there was a connection error. In the end, alvin sent me home! :D thank God for alvin. Its kinda funny walking around the house in the blackout with candles! How romantic God! :D God makes me laugh! xD I was thinking its gonna be another boring day but God proved me wrong! :D

Just one of those days

2010-03-04T20:32:00.003+08:00

Man! Full-on day. but I dint do anything.

Stuff happens. w00t. since yesterday.

But God is good! :D

So move aside, sickness; nosebleed; random lecture abt evolution; confession; rejection!

God is in the house! :D

Have a blessed day every1! :D

Revelation Song

2010-02-28T18:41:00.000+08:00

Worthy is the,
Lamb who was slain
Holy, Holy, is He
Sing a new song, to Him who sits on
Heaven's Mercy Seat
[Repeat 2x]

(Chorus)
Holy, Holy, Holy
Is the Lord God Almighty
Who was, and is, and is to come
With all creation I sing:
Praise to the King of Kings!
You are my everything,
And I will adore You…!
Yeah!

Clothed in rainbows, of living color
Flashes of lightning, rolls of thunder
Blessing and honor, strength and
Glory and power be
To You the Only Wise King,
Yeah

(Chorus)
Holy, Holy, Holy
Is the Lord God Almighty
Who was, and is, and is to come, yeah
With all creation I sing:
Praise to the King of Kings!
You are my everything,
And – I - will - adore You!
Yeah!

Filled with wonder,
Awestruck wonder
At the mention of Your Name
Jesus, Your Name is Power
Breath, and Living Water
Such a marvelous mystery
Yeah...

(Chorus)
Holy, Holy, Holy
Is the Lord God Almighty
Who was, and is, and is to come, yeah
With all creation I sing:
Praise to the King of Kings!
You are my everything,
And – I - will - adore You!

Holy, Holy, Holy
Is the Lord God Almighty
Who was, and is, and is to come,
With all creation I sing:
Praise to the King of Kings!
You are my everything,
And – I - will - adore YOU…

(Chorus) (Repeat at a cappella)

Come up lift up His Name
To the King of Kings…
We will adore YOU Lord…
King of heaven and earth
King Jesus, King Jesus
Aleluya, aleluya, aleluya!
Majesty, awestruck Honor
And Power and Strength and Dominion
To You Lord,
To the King, to King
To the King of Glory

Gateway Worship - Revelation Song lyrics | LyricsMode.com

gotta love God! :D

Reunion Dinner

2010-02-13T12:05:00.001+08:00

YAY for reunion dinner!!! and happy valentines day in advance! :)

just been thinking too much to write. xD

God Bless every1! :) May u smile in the mid of the storm! :)

The Maker

2010-02-09T09:37:00.003+08:00

The Maker's palette is limitless and His tools are plenty

He paints with gusto the wind with light brushstrokes

The fields with such raidant colour

His sends the gentle breeze that weavers in the air

As He opens the mouths of birds to fill in the blanks

Beautiful and Majestic is He who moulds you from dust

You and you alone, His best, His ultimate one

See the Maker's hand move with excitement and anticipation

As He carved you with excellence

Remember those times of dryness, times of breaking?

He saw you effortlessly crumble and His tears would fall like the rain

But from the beginning He would start anew and again finish you as He planned to

Until He was pleased with you

The Maker's hand captivates me

How gentle, how elegant and delightful they are

But the Maker I love Most

My Father and my Saviour in all.

Lynn Tan

Pressures of Valentines

2010-02-04T20:09:00.002+08:00

Sighh.. oh the pressures! xD and yet it inspires me to think of love! whether be it my family friends or some1 special! Those feelings are there for a reason! I mean everything has a reason! but figuring that out will take alot! xD and im nuts! thinking of that certain sum1 is very annoying especially if u dont wanna think abt it due to certain personal reasons! xD its hard but we are overcomers in Christ! :)

well... abt one wk left to vday! hope u guys out there are having funn buying/making gifts for that special loved ones! :)

God blessss!

Random notes

2010-01-10T21:17:00.002+08:00

Guess whose the L-plater that just passed her driving test? ITS MEEE!!! :)

PRAISE GOD!!! My sister had a dream that i passed my driving test b4 I eveen went there.. And God said I am with you!!! So I did pretty well!!! :) Give Praise to God for that.

Anddd... I'm going overseas in 3 dayys! :) W00tttt.. xD I also started bible study session to know more abt the character of God which is gonna be greattt!!!

Guess what??? Chinese New Year and Valentines Day falls on sunday this yr!!! How cool is thattt!!! :)

God Bless Peeps!

I like to wonder

2009-12-21T12:11:00.007+08:00

"am i over the past? am I moving forward with everything? is the past affecting my time with others? am i caring enough? do I love God more than I used to? am I feeling lost? do I feel for others like Christ does? do i feel only for a certain people? or even just a particular one? are my feelings truely real? do I really really like sum1? I cant. Can i? now do I really? The many questions that run through this heads everyday. Even I really dont knoww any of this answers..."

hmmmmm... Heyy every1!!!! Its christmas this weekkk!!! gonna be a blasttt!!!!! BOOMs! xD And I also have a driving test tml!!!! goshh!! Time really flies! Are we using it wisely?? or are we just wasting it?? Actually I feel this week is alot abt giving!! The past few weeks were drastic and dramatic! Too fast but just on time. Sad goodbyes to loved ones who pass on as well as a joyous time with people we hold dear. Time is really shortt.. and its unholding in front of me. And I cant stop time for sure. But I wonder..

and I do know for Amen certain that God has the answers and this song really speaks to me!
Song: Thy Word by Amy Grant (changed my blogsong to that if you wanted to listen)

Indeed, "Thy word is a lamb unto my feet and a light unto my path"
Psalms 119:105

Let us celebrate this special birth this christmas. The birth of life and salvation, Jesus Christ! He is the way to truth, the all knowing. <3

Blessed Christmas every1! Don't cross Christ from christmas! :)

CHURCH CAMP

2009-11-29T17:52:00.004+08:00

"If you accomplish things and give glory to God, you should also let Him take on the failures in your life!"
~ Y

"I make all the important decisions, my wife makes all the secondary decisions...and she decides which decisions are important and which are secondary."

- Mark Geppert

I thought that was pretty interesting. Sometimes I tend to blame myself for failures!! But this gives me strength! :)

MAJOR HEADLINES OF THE PAST FEW WEEKS

2009-11-18T18:34:00.002+08:00

o1. scarred my friend out of his skin

- me and my friend hid in the bushes in front of his house and two others were behind his house. They ran to the front twice and knocked on his windows really hard. At first he opened the door and was like ... the second time we did it. He seem pretty freaked out and was like scanning the front of the lawn. xD i thought it was funny. and on the third time we surprised him.. we also made him a vid... EMBARRASSING much?

o2. crazy weather???

- today i went for a driving lesson... oh my goodnessss.. it rained.. and not just rained.. it was raining so heavily i couldnt see the car in front of meee!!!! and i was on the highway.. not to mention at 100. xDDD then i poured even heavier.. xD had to turn on headlights and all... and i was in the mids of overtaking.. crazy stuff!!!! and then the wrost part was so many cars suddenly parked at the side of the highway because the rain was that bad and every1 was going at 40 and below... woahhh!!! I know i asked for rain and that was really rainnnnnn!!! God is awesome!!!! :)

o3. datafish

- i came up with a random storylinee.. its on my dA!!! xD

o4. SUSHi

- yay.. went to my friend's place and made her whole family sushi.. xD in the mids also taught her how to do it. xD which was greattttt!!! i felt like i broke out of my comfort zone abit.. and her family was really nice!!! :) which helped also...

GOD IS SOOOO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!

there is no denying that! :) Praise Him!

YAY for a plan?

2009-11-12T18:23:00.002+08:00

So yeahh.. had two beloved peeps at my place todayyy..

It totally rained downn todayyy... xDDDD I made sushiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!! we da bomb! :X

Yeahhh... and tot one of them how to use photoshop?? xD the rest of the time was like watching random funny vids! Totally cracked me up! he sure knows his stufffff!!!!!

and the plan for tomoro is driving lesson at 8am!!!!!!!!!!!!

awwww... please dont wake me upppp!!! T.T i wants sleep! xD And i also nid to finish something by sundayyy!!! hopefully it works out. xD me and that thing anywaysss.. xd God is sooo goood heyy..

Yesterday at cell we had a ton of a time there. We were talking abt the can do attitude and they asked something along the lines of do u say u can do it when u think you cant. and i was like. when i say things its like proclaiming i can do it and therefore i can because God gives me strength.

and i was totally suppose to go games night todayy.. xD i decided not to. too much excitement for one dayyy! xDDDDDDD

God bless peeps of the world! :)

Oh my goodness...

2009-11-10T14:01:00.003+08:00

what has the world come to.

My friend showed me this vid on fb. Its just terrible! Who in their right mind would do that! Grrr.. terrible guyyy!

Video link: WORSt BoyFRiENd

on a better note....

ive gone for the 3rd driving lesson alrdy!!! :) yay meee!! I've been doing okayy! xD Yeahhh.. and im so bz this holidays! Everyday there has been something to do! Which is quite. wowing! heheeheheheeee.. too bad for those who are currently having exams!!! All the best though.. I dont feel ur pain.. sorrryy!! xDDD

and YAY.. I talked to andrea!!!! my budd!!! havent seen her since 2 weeks ago! xDDD

I totally hope we can catch up!! Thats all from me todayyy

God bless people! :)

1st Driving Lesson

2009-11-03T14:20:00.002+08:00

oh boyyyy!!!! road hazard alert!!!! learner driver on rampage!!!

xDDD.. jkss.. i think i did alright.. xD my turnings were kinda... ermmm... xD

but it was totally fun!!! i cant believe i was driving! Praise God i dint get into a car accident or something!!! xD L platers are more dangerous.. xD i could tell the cars behind me keep a huge distance from mee!! it was funnnnyyyyyyy!!!!!

yeahhh.. i finished one of my commissions!!! one more left... then im starting on christmas bookmarks.. xD speaking of which.. have to check the pricing of printing nowww!! :)))

yay!!!!! :3 God bless!

TOO BAD TOO THOSE...

2009-10-29T18:15:00.002+08:00

who havent finished school!!!

I HAVE OFFICIALLY FINISHED UNI!!!!!

thankyou God! :)

Last Week

2009-10-26T14:03:00.001+08:00

oh boy! the heat is on! i mean literally and not so literally. xD

literally as in yesterday was 32 degees!!!!!! and not so literally as in I have to finish my assignments! waaaaaahhhh... praise God. xD i actually know what im gonna do for my essayyy!!! me = very pleased! :) ekkkkkk!!!!!! :)

im so excited!!!!!!!!!! ok.. need to concentrate on my last 2 assignments nowww..

CIAO!!!!!!!!! :)

Dedicated to J

2009-10-20T09:09:00.003+08:00

Hey J! I hope you dont mind!!!!

if you mind, you can leave me a post in my chatbox saying you dont want this post and ill delete it! :)))

J!!! xD dint your sat church msg speak to you??? Some people are just not rdy to get what they want yet. God knows this you know. He knows whether you are rdy to tackle a problem ahead. God doesnt give you what you cannot handle. He gives u stuff in bitesize. Like He does with me. He also knows what's good for you because He knows you as you are. He knows you inside and out. Sometimes its scary to know that. I know sometimes I dont want God to know what I do but He does. xD It says in the bible seek ye first the kingdom of God and all these will be given to you as well. So yeahh.. maybe you should take some time to read the bible! I lack in that alot and I know I should be reading more too. But dont just read the bible for the sake of reading the bible. Some people say the bible stands for basic instructions before leaving earth. xD maybe to an extend its true. The bible has never been proven wrong b4. But the reason why I read the bible most of the time is because it has answers in there. Answers that no one else knows and God can reveal them to you. Of course while you read the bible, you also get to know what God is like.

In His time J, you will know when you're rdy! :)

God bless you J! Have a good dayyy! any questions, do ask!

Animations FTW

2009-10-20T08:49:00.002+08:00

So yeahhh.. i did a tiny animation!!!!

its soooo cuuuteeee!!!! yeah. if u cant tell, its based off a pokemon trainer sprite. But i started it from scatchhh!!!

Anyways.. i only have like 1 and 1/2 weeks left of schhh!!!!!! ekkkkk...

But God is good! He has been helping me keep up with my stuff!!! Which is totally awesome!!!

Roarrrrr!!!!

YAY for (wishlist plan for my holidays, hope i can do all *which i cant* eg. Japan xD)

01. Polymer Clay (apple green, lime green, white, black, hot pink)

o2. Go to Japan

o3. A casual dress

04. New shoes

05. New watch

06. Mac Laptop Skin :)

07. A studio to paint in!! xD

08. Ride a horse

09. Paypal acct

10. A surprise

11. Vibe amazing race!!!! xD i wish. thats why its on the wishlist! xD

12. treasure hunt

13. an adventure

14. Kimono

15. semi perm my hair

16. Go out at night for a photography session

17. Learn driving

18. Church camp! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

19. a new phone

20. fix my mp3 player <>

21. exercise more in a very fun wayyy

22. get a job

23. swimming

24. Fellowshippppppppp!

25. Christmas bookmarks

26. Portraits from my contest!!! x2

xDDDD there is like no way im gonna fullfill most of themmm! But thats the plan for the holidays!!!! :) YAY meeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

MEOWWWW

2009-10-15T21:00:00.002+08:00

xDDDDDDDDDD...

w00t i just want to take this time to thank God for the times He is always there! :)

Praise God seriously... I got like a 71% for my DIC assignment which is 40% of my grade for that unit! I was kinda shocked. because i expected myself to fail! Whats more I got a higher mark than many others! So yeahh.. I dint really put in that much of an effort for that one!!! I'm gonna do my best for the coming one! :)

And i also wana thank God for my 60% result for process. This is because I really stuffed up the process of the designing thing.. so yeahh. I tot I might have failed!!!! But praise God seriously!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh my goodnesss... the realisation of God's hand in your life is pretty amazing!!! :)

God bless guys! :)

THE WEEK SO FAR

2009-10-14T13:50:00.002+08:00

*SCREAM*

heyyy!!! xD LOL.. this week is soooo bz! which is actually pretty funn!!! but yeahhh... im sorta on task.... i think! xD so today's task is processs... its pretty okayy.. just tons of printing of images and referencing which can be kinda.. confusing! xDDDD dont we all know that..... sighhh... i've broken down my process stuff:

1-4: Posters (all kinds)

5-6: Brainstorm/Ideas

7-11: What uni kids have in common (might do more then 4 pgs)

-info on XY gen

3 cats : Transport, technology, social

:transport

- most of the uni ppl drive : some images of cars and explaining that

:technology

- laptops

different kinds of laptops every uni kid uses

- internet

facebook, twitter, myspace etc

- mp3 players

ipods, irivers,zens,samsung etc

12: heirarchy of the poster 3 kinds i think. xDDDD

13: typography

what kind of typefaces used in posters: bold italic etc.

14-15: Design concepts - thumbnails x10

15-18: Design development - ideas used etc

19: final design

20-21 : Finished poster

22: Report

23-26 : Timeline

27: Analysis 500word

28: Bibliography

yay me!!!! xD sighh.. ok

Design Elements

- 2 more design drafts of "Amercian Typewriter Medium" *its a font* xD on a4! xDDD

SATURDAY

Digital Design (arghh! xD its due next weekk! T.T)

o1. Illsutrator

- wine cask packaging : i did the type alrdy! all thats left is the design and positioning!

- my 5 logo concepts on RGB jpg

- my 10 packaging concepts on RGB jpg

FRIDAY

o2. Indesign

- 10 concepts of layout

- do the final thing

FRIDAYYYY!!!!

Design in Context

- essay > ill start next week. monday!!!

Design Process

- Research "in process" i dont think ill make it to 100! maybe ill do 30. xD

- Analysis

- final product (done)

TODAY or next week?? xD hopefully todayyy!!!

xD what makes me laugh the most is that.. after this week! i only have 2 more weeks of school!!! xDDDDD God is good! xD cant wait!!!!!

"is working hard for God... :)"

Yeah. The plan

2009-10-12T16:50:00.002+08:00

So....
im totally behind in my work now... no thanks to me, myself and i for bad time management!!!!! :(
Sooo the plan is.. BAN FACEBOOK til i finish uni!!!! work my butt offffff for God'd glory!!!! :)

My list of work
Process
- 100pgs of research for poster design (1: general posters 2: movie posters 3: layout *herirachy etc 4: brainstorming of what uni kids like *what they have in common* 5. poster ideas 6-8: draw them out : why is stuff there? reasons behind the image being there instead of anywhere else etc... 9: finished piece: colour schemes 10: touchup process by Justin... *updates of the versions of the design. )
- touch up poster design
- 500 word analysis on it

(By Thursday 13OCT)

Elements
- typography research on Amercian Typewrite Medium (font) *doing that right now*
- lettering *done*
- layouts x5

Digital
o1. Illustrator
- research on wine cask packaging *done*
- ideas for name and branding *currently doing that*
- 5 logo concepts
- 10 imageryyy ideas
- 10 layout concepts T.T

By tuesday (12Oct)

o2. Indesign
- research magazine spreadsheets
- 10 concept layouts of 5pgs each sighhhh

By tuesday(12Oct)

Context
- Research topic chosen...
( im thinking ill go for like a focus.. maybe bp and talk about the change in logo and the focus use of natural gas instead of petrol!!! xD but its backfiring on themm... corporate social responsibility: whatever your job is, it influences society... xD its like your work filters down to the less fortunate. sooo think carefully... xD the consquences are real bad if u stuff up!!!! everyone else down the chain will hammer you alive.. jks but seriousllyyyyy....*what i learnt in context todayyy*)
- Draft of essayyyy focusing on illustration?? advertising?? graphics?? i think ill stick to advertising.. u can talk abt the media and its influence in today's society... media affects how we view the world.. its usually quite biased although they have ethics to follow... apparently they do not do sooo.. which is kinda..... come onnnnn!!!! thats a good point... xD ill do that...

Friday (15Oct)

as u can see peeps im multitasking right nowwww... Praise God for letting me focusssss...
God bless dudessssss... :)

You knowww... i got the inspiration to work from God. On Sunday, the pastor talked about Well Done Thou good and faithful servant.. :) He focused on well on sundayyy..

Well - excellent by choice.. soo as to saying we give our all for God. It was like a revelation for me. I always knew in my head that yeahh for God's glory.. just do what's needed.. thats all.. let me be clear first.. excellence is by no way perfection..its just doing your best despire what's going on in your life.. What u are doing is your best you can do then. after that leave it to God. so as I was saying, I only do what's needed.. the minimum.

Malachi1: 7-8

It says: You placed defiled food on my altar. But you ask How have we defiled you? By saying that the Lord's table is contemptible. When you bring blind animals for sacrifice, is that not wrong? When you sacrifice crippled or diseased animals, is that not wrong? Try offering them to your governor! Would he be pleased with you? Would he accept you? says the Lord Almighty.

Many times in my life, I only do what's required like Israel did. Israel gave the King what was required, just a lamb. But God wants more than that. He wants the best. He likes you to put in that lil bit of effort to choose for Him the best offering you can give at that time, no matter how bad a time you are going thru. He does not see the offering.. He sees your heart. That is what God wants. Hence, we should not give a half-hearten effort towards God but put in our whole heart into it. My pastor likes to say.

If something is worth doing, its worth doing well.

So yeahh.. put in that effort for God. If you ask why? Then maybe you are not aware of the fact that He put in his atmost effort for you. He gave you the best of the best. He gave you Jesus Christ. The person who rescued you from going straight to hell. Some of you might be thinking as if. I don't believe in this God you talk about. I'll tell you that He is worth knowing, not just on the surface but intimately!

Just a thought: Without God we'll be nothing. Think about it this way. It's a fact that the bible has never been proven wrong. So anything that is stated in the bible is not false. Well I was thinking. God is always with us now after what Jesus did on the cross. Can you imagine if God was no longer with us, we will never be able to have those good days that we love. Everyday would be filled with despair and hatred. If you alrdy think everyday is crap and is pointless. It's because you don't see the beauty of what goes on. Open your eyes, see it through God's eyes. You'll see the world in a different light..

GIVE YOUR BEST FOR THE GOD OF ALL GODS! :)

God blesssssss <3

PS. got great things planned for my 4 months of holidayyyssss...

til thennnn :) SMILE TONSSS because God is always there to turn that frown around!!!!!

YAY PLAN FOR THIS OCT WEEK

2009-10-05T20:10:00.002+08:00

Soo farrrr....

Monday..
12pm-2pm - Class
3-5.30pm - Church

Tuesday
9-11am - Church
12-4pm - Sch

Wed
FREE DAY TO FINISH WORKKK W00t!!!
7pm- 12am - CELL!

Thursday
9am-5pm - Sch

Friday
FREEEEEEEEEEE..rest.. im sickkk and hw!!! sighhhh

Saturday
Knights and Fairytales! :)))) cant waiittttt

Sunday
Churchhhh! :)

1st SKETCH WINNER

2009-10-02T12:12:00.002+08:00

Yeahhh! So if u guys dint knowww.. ive been having a free sketch thingyyy!!!
and i picked my first winner todayyy and it goes to CARLTONNN!!!!

grats! btw i just random.org's true number randomizer! xD
The next draw happens next monthhh! :) go to fb to join!
Its only for those who have birthdays in nov or dec!

God bless!!! *has to finish hw b4 tml*

THE SOUTH

2009-09-30T17:32:00.002+08:00

Mannn! it was soooo funnnnn!!!!

Sunday Night
> got to know people moreee.. we ended up looking at some of the dudes fishing!! xD they dint really catch anything tho.. >.<

Monday
morning
> We all met together and games and stuff. We went to the beach :) saw afew crabs! xDDD
afternoon
> We went to this place called canal rocks! xD there was salmon fishing going on! and we climbed all the rocks and stuff! :) it was soooo windyyyyy!!! After that we went to Simmo's!!!! xD icecream for the win! and played mini golf and sat on this little kid's ride! xDDDD we looked sooo funnnnyyyy! talk abt out of placeeee
night
> we played sardines!!!! xD oh my goodnesss!!! the places we hid!!! and we kept ramming into people!!! xD that was reallly funnnnyyyy.

Tuesday
morning
> We had a devotion and discussion session! And we went to the beach againnnn!!! it was knee deep!! so we walked all the wayyy to the boattt! xD we also sank our legs into the sandddd.. the windd wassss soooo strrrrrooonnnnngggg!!! :) we wore shortsss! xD
afternoon
> all the kids went on a bus and went to the candy cow and chocolate factoryyy!!! sooo funnn!! but the ride made me sickkkkk .. :(
night
> we played sardines againnn.. i hid this timeee!! xD only one person found meeee.. xDDDDD way funnyyy! and we watched this movie called fireproof! it was sooo touchingggg.. i criedd!!!

Today
morning
>we just talkeddd..
afternoon
>went offff to our homeeeeeeeeeee

and here we are nowwww :)

God bless

Miracle Sunday

2009-09-27T13:14:00.002+08:00

woahhh!!! breathtaking!
You guys should totally have come! :)
The presence of God was soooo strong!
People got healed of their diseases and pains!

IT WAS TOTALLY AWESOME!!!!
GOD IS AWESOMEEEE!!!!
I think ill go get a copy of today's sermon!!
If you wana hear it, ask for me it! :)

and now

I'm off to the south dudes! :)
ciao! xD

<3

JESUS CHRIST IS MY KING! DO YOU KNOW HIM?

2009-09-26T14:46:00.002+08:00

I wonder if you know Him!
The King of kings! Do u know Him??? Not just on an aknowledgement level!
Do you know Him? Do you know Him personally!!! Do you want to know Him???

He is Jesus Christ! Come and know Him todayyy! :) He wants to deliver you todayy!
Whatever you are. Whatever you have done wrong! God forgives you!!!
Don't do reckless things to fill that hole in your heart! Only God can! :)

Miracle Sunday is on tomoro!!! :)
Its at Winthrop Baptist College
Farrington road
WA6150

Come and know Him! :)

so todayyy!!!
>> went for day of prayer! started at 9 - 1.30pm!!
It was an awesome time of worship and praise to God!
There was even gold dust on some of our hands!
God's presense is strong in this land!

God bless! :)

2009-09-25T20:30:00.002+08:00

ohhhhhhh!!!! im so happy with my new blogskinnn! i wana jump up highhh! xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD lalahhhh.. i like playing country storyyy!!! the characters are cuuuuuteeee!!! :) and i got my sheep in it! xDDDD BAHHHHHHH!

AND MAN DO I <3 this songg!!!
Its called Don't Stop Believing! Its Glee's cover song!!
For those who dont know. xD Glee is a tv series! xD although. xD i havent seen it yettt! xD i missed yesterday's ep! >.<

THAT GUY is sooooooooooo GOOD!

and this vid! xD
notice the number of V words there are! :) really good stufff! :3

>>I just tthought this was funny! its still using type! xD

Look at this LAST VID!

Are we being who we are suppose to be or are we pretending to be who we are not? God wants something much deeper!!!! If you don't seek Him, He will never force u to! If outcomes you want don't appear in your life, its not because God isnt there. Its because you think He is not there and therefore blaming Him for what you go thru. PRAISALLUJAH! xD

2009-09-25T18:10:00.002+08:00

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SKIN CHANGE

2009-09-25T16:24:00.000+08:00

xD yay!!! finally got round to changing my blogskin!! whatcha guys think?? :)

God Bless YOUUUUUUUU!

2009-09-24T17:56:00.000+08:00

holidays yay! :)

AWAY

sunday-wednesday

2009-09-23T15:06:00.002+08:00

ThiS iS mE.

tHis IS i.

ThIs is A giRL.

tHiS Is heR saYiNG

HI!

NTrinnu2

GOD BLESS <3

2009-09-20T21:05:00.002+08:00

Man guysss! ever had one of those days where you feel so hurt by people! I know I have. Sometimes I dont understand why im treated like that and I dont understand their hurts and pains. I dont understand their situations but sometimes it just gets bit frustrating. I know some people think I'm a pushover just because I simply allow people to put their frustrations unto myself.. So I pray like this:

Dear God!

Please help me to understand what others feel!

Sometimes I think selfishly! Please help me be more patient with people who seem to be using me as a punching bag on their bad days.

Its not that I mind but sometimes I wish not to be treated like that. I do like helping people when they are in need. Its just sometimes they say stuff that can be really hurtful. Please help me with my self-control. Make me into what You want me to be and not what I want.

Thanks God for listening to my prayer

In Jesus Name

AMEN <3

Now just leave it to the Lord and continue on with lifeee. xD Life is an advantage. It is temporary. Its like being in a jungle exploring, you are able to make a discovery when u trip and fall. Dont just cry and stay still in that place. Pick yourself up and run forward continuing to make discoveries along the way! :)

2009-09-17T18:09:00.002+08:00

God is faithful!!! AMENNNN!!!!!

I've been so bz lately... tons of assignments due and stuff.

But you know God is soo faithful, gracious and merciful!

I had to work my butt off but it was for God's gloryyy! My work turned out pretty good. I got just enough sleep and I managed to go for SOP too! :) I praise God for giving me energy for todayyy.. He is soo gracious that He even had my classes end early so that I could rest for tonight's meeting!

YAY God! You are definitely good! Haggai 2: 6-7 is here and cominggg! :) God will shake the heavens and the earth He will shake the nations and the desired of all nations will come, and I will fill this house with glory says the Lord Almighty.

God shakes the "unshakables" in our lives. He has a better purpose than what you thinkk! God's ways are higher than ursss! :) don't forgetttt.. So many times we forget.. I do tooo..

But i wana shout glorious You are God! <3>

>>Chords if you wanttt!

Intro
G D Em C

VERSE 1
G D Em C
For the praises of man, I will never ever stand
G D C2
For the kingdoms of this world I'll never give my heart away
Dsus D
Or shout my praise
G D Em C
My allegiance and devotion, my heart's desire and all emotion
G D C2 Dsus D
Go to serve the Man Who died upon that tree

CHORUS
G D Bm7 Em7
Only a God like you could be worthy of my praise
C
And all my hope and faith
G D Bm7 Em7
To only a King of all Kings do I bow my knee and sing
C
Give my everything

Am7 G/B C Em7
To only my maker my Father my Savior
AM7 G/B C Em7
Redeemer Restorer Rebuilder Rewarder
Am7 Dsus D G D Em C
To only a God like You, do I give my praise

VERSE 2
G D
Only the God Who left His throne above
Em C
He came to live with us, came to be one of us
G D
To only the One Who stopped to heal that blind man
Em7 C
Took the time to save that one lost lamb
G D
To only the King Who wore that crown of thorns
B7(b9) Em C
So I could wear the crown of life
G D
And to only the One Who conquered sin and death
Em C2
So we could be set free, so we could stand here and sing

BRIDGE
G
Only a God like You. Only a God Like You

Only a God Like you
(Repeat 3 times)

Am7 G/B C Em7
To only my maker my Father my Savior
AM7 G/B C Em7
Redeemer Restorer Rebuilder Rewarder
Am7 Dsus D G D Em C
To only a God like You, do I give my praise

2009-09-12T13:12:00.002+08:00

shocking?? or not shocking..

I couldnt quite grasp that concept.

I wonder whyyy...

did i just lose my trust?

or did i not.

am i actually happy it happened

or am i just dumbfounded..

May God be the center of our lives forever

may His mercies be everlasting..

unto our pitiful souls

who wonder the world in search of purpose

May He guide us to the eternal <3

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=8877995&l=6c96c28389&id=811290160

>> its raining on my window tonighttt <3

2009-08-19T14:01:00.000+08:00

No Sacrifice - Jason Upton

REAL GOOD SONGGG! :))

God Bless

2009-08-08T16:23:00.000+08:00

YO SMILES!

2009-07-31T14:42:00.001+08:00

Did you not know He formed you in your mother's womb?

Did you not know how much He loves you?

Forever Yahweh

AMEN. :)

2009-07-21T18:39:00.000+08:00

and if I wanted to....

I WOULD HAVE!

2009-05-29T22:51:00.001+08:00

i finished uni for s1 today!!!! :)

i went to watch night at the museum which was really fun...

Wake up the world is a good song! :)

2009-05-16T11:02:00.000+08:00

Click Me!

Click Me!

Click Me!

Click Me!

Click Me!

FEED THEMMM..

2009-04-16T15:20:00.000+08:00

guuuuiiiittttarrrr... i finally met uuuuu!!!!!!!

ROOOOARRRRRrrrr.... xD

2009-04-04T16:50:00.001+08:00

Yeah! Be Some Salt for people u know! :) adding favour to their lives!

God Bless!

2009-04-03T16:20:00.002+08:00

..WORKS IN PROGRESS..

2009-04-02T21:15:00.002+08:00

Week6 of Schhoool!
o1. Design in context : Modernism and Postmodernism
o2. Digital Design
o3. Visuallising

.... all done! :)

Next week is the holidays but i gotta finish
o1. Photography
o2. Design in context readings
o3. Design principles readings
o4. Digital Design
o5. Visualising

..yeahhh.. xDDDDDDD

PRAISE GOD WITH A WONDERFUL SMILE! :)

2009-03-30T12:30:00.001+08:00

I <3 YOU
and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you!

a m e n.

2009-03-29T15:17:00.002+08:00

oh. a quiz. sigh.

a. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.
b. Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.

1. What are you listening to right now?
You Alone

2. How do you style your hair?
fun size. abit of a spike. xD

3. What are you wearing right now?
black tank top, short demin blue shorts with white t-shirt unbuttoned, long cross earrings, eyeliner, ribbon hairband, 1-12 ring, gold ring, black watch

4. What are you currently reading?
MODERNISM and POSTMODERNISM -kicks-

5. Dumbest thing you've done this week?
borrow 7 books and carrying it all the way to andrea's car! which was may i add all the way at the other corner of the school! >.<

6. Have you named your computer? If so what's its name?
er. no. xD i would call them black one and white one.

7. Theme song playing in the background as you die?
im not dying yet. xD

8. What have you ever wanted to do in your life but never had the guts to do it?
Sky diving.

9. What is your all time favorite movie?
Sister Act! w00ts-

10. What is your weirdest habit?
being high on randomism

11. What is your favorite color?
black.white.lime green

12. How much money do you think you are worth?
im priceless. :)

13. What's the weirdest thing you say in RL?
sooo rii ( it meant sorry but came out weird)

14. Which languages do you wish you spoke?
jap.chi na, engolish.

15. What is your biggest pet peeve?
what?

16 What's your ideal weapon?
flexible long sword.

17. Who was your childhood idol?
er. i duno. xD

18. Funniest movie quote you've ever heard?
hmmmmmm...

19. If you were in a band, what kind of music would you play and what instrument would you want to play?
slow rock. drums or guitar! xD

20. Tell me something you love about the person who tagged you.
she oversleeps! xD

(nonetheless)
so, I tag:
1. Cheryl Tee
2. Joel Un
3. Stephen Ng
4. Jane Tan
5. Jean Tan
6. Teri Lim
7. Allen Eng
8. You!

2009-03-29T15:02:00.002+08:00

You know ya? xD Worship sunday = AWESOMENESS!
i would have been down at the altar.. but i was on visuals! xD
Its still cool from the visuals room. just that if u jump, it might collapse! xD
ah wellness. xD yes i know i havent updated in quite awhile.
worship should be like that every sunday! >.<

;chokecoughchokecough.
THERE WAS A FIRE OUTSIDE WBC today! -PRAISE GOD it didnt come near us-
although... i could smell the smoke from the visuals room! xD -sigh-

I finished my readings on friday! -thanks to my hand given by none other than GOD-
*gives praise to Him*
AMEN! and i finished my photography! PRAISE GOD!
man i felt accomplished on friday! xDDDDDDDD

Letss seeeeee... i saw Stephen Ng online on msn! -revelation-
xD hasnt seen him on msn for as long as i can rmb! xD >.-
oh yesh. the assignment due on wed! its killing me softly with its song. blaf blaf blaf..
Cezorillos .... xD salt and pepper squid lets go! yum~ mandurah! its pretty amazing to know that
there are so many insects dead on the floor in a hse you go to every ..3 months? xD

and oh yeah! stupid jackson called my auntie!-kicks-

; singsingsing
assignment. tired. half aslp. oohhh. i put on eyeliner today! xD
referencing.. >.< no more referencing please. xD arrrrggghhhhh.. ASSIGNMENT! 3 down 3 mroe to go!

miaos~
gimme a hug! :)
see u guys! xD

REMEMBER TO SMILE LOADS! :)
-giggles-

2009-02-24T07:28:00.002+08:00

TOO EARLY!!!
Well. i was late ytd. so low and behold,
I decided to take an earlier bus. xD
i estimated that i probably reach sch at
8.45? who knew, the bus driver knew shortcuts
i reached sch too early. almost an hr
early! -.o

;note to self
take the 8.07am bus instead. xD

waiting for class to start. in abt say 35mins?
;giggles

2009-02-23T13:07:00.001+08:00

First Day Of Sch....
I WAS sorta LATE

;giggle.
but i made it in time b4 the teacher started.
which was great. xD i tot today was ok.
then again. xD i only have an hr of sch!
tml is the challenge! xD
;giggle

PRAISE GOD i didnt miss anything the teacher said! :)

God Bless!

2009-02-22T15:19:00.003+08:00

AH HAR!
no one can say that i have
never posted a pic here b4!
;giggle

Have a Robust Faith guys!
Be like a stamp that sticks to the letter
Be a bull-dog that will never let go.
Have Preserverance when the going gets tough!
God will reward you! :#
God Bless! :)

2009-02-21T16:55:00.003+08:00

POKEMON CARD
jk. its just my drawing! xD whatcha guys think?
i just drew it today! xD i think it looks kinda cool!
its pokemon based if u cant tell. xD its just a trainer
i made up on my own! xD using my awesome skills
given by of cos God! Give Him the greatest honor!

;giggle

God Bless
<3

2009-02-17T21:25:00.002+08:00

#34
;her age older.
;her hair gone.
;her face different.
;her accessories increased.
;her clothes plain.
;her look cheerful.
;her perspective widen.
;her music still limited.
;her Lord she loves.

Her Presence
LOVED

2009-02-14T14:45:00.003+08:00

happy vday every1!
;giggles

well. hope u ppl out there are having a blast!
i got invited to my friend's party today!
its his 18th bday! how cool hey?

anyways im praying for my grandparents.
i wish i had been there when it happened.
>.< at times like this u feel the most useless.
but God can intervene and work miracles.

But if you have faith like a mustard seed,
you can tell the mountain to move
and it'll move.

Dont lose faith in God's promises! :)

Have a blessed day!

2009-02-12T09:24:00.002+08:00

;jann jann
uni starts next week. kinda excited.
been pretty bz. plus swimming etc,

nid to practice discipline. which im aiming for.
of cos with God's guidance.
;swimming swimming swimming.

;pack/uni/excited.
-giggles-
got invited to a party on v-day!
oh the excitement.
belated presents.

o-weeks up next week on my list!

God Bless

2009-02-02T20:00:00.002+08:00

Valentines Day is on its way!!
12 days..

how exciting.
;thinks

maybe not for me! xD But for the couples out there.
come to think of it. ive never gone out with any1 on v day. xD
it must feel great to have a passion for some1.
at one stage, i tot i found mr right but actually.
There's no such thing as mr right.
I should so do a countdown. today is the 2nd. <3

Today my fone went wonky. xD i lost all my contacts.
aint that a pity. aww well. im looking forward to uni life.
wonder what itll be like. ;giggle

As you can tell, i changed the blogskin. aint it more exciting?
im gonna change the pic tho. :)

-aint a change in style of writing interesting?-

;giggle smile

25 random things
o1. God is awesome
o2. Mango perfume should exist
o3. Guys should cut their nails often
o4. Doubt is a very scary manga
o5. My friends think im a pushover
o6. I think im taken for granted alot
o7. Putting on eyeliner is fun
o8. Yellow flowers are pretty
o9. People think im too softhearted
1o. I got the lil miss sunshine award
11. God help me get into curtin uni! :)
12. Apple Green, black and white are my fav colours
13. Receiving flowers would be nice.
14. Blogger is easy to use
15. Hugs alot
16. Started exercising more
17. Della is awesomeness
18. Hopes to find some1 someday
19. I love the wind
2o. Can't catch a star
21. Galactik Football is so exciting
22. I have reasons when I do things, I dont randomly do it
23. Snowy is the best pet in the world
24. Harmonizing is cool!!!
25. People are farting right now! thats right.

Tags 5 People to write 25 random things
;sherri
;jane
;jean
;stephen
;joel

2009-02-01T21:29:00.002+08:00

John 1:1-5
In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was with God in the beginning. Through him all things were made that has been made. In him was life, and that life was the light of men. The light shines in the darkness but the darkness has not understood it.

Today service talked about the above verses. xD I thought it was pretty interesting. What actually caught my attention today was v5. Christ = the Light.
Jesus came to this world of darkness. But the people in the world did not understand why Christ came because they were blinded. Their spiritual eyes were not open. I love the way pastor explained it. xD If you were sleeping, and suddenly intense light shines at u, u would turn away from the light. I think its alike with God. Jesus suddenly appeared and he was the light and his light shines brightly and intensely so we look away. We dont understand why He came. But instead of turning away, we are meant to embrace the light not hide from it!

Also, it was interesting. The pastor explained that we often feel the need to be around entertainment that makes sound because we are afraid to be alone. But sometimes we need the silence to listen to God. We often fail to realise that in silence, we can hear God's still voice and that we are not alone at all! :) God is with us!

miao. thats what i picked up! xD So be silent for awhile and just embrace his presence! :)

2009-01-26T20:46:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year???

ive been like so cautious with all the idols and all. i'm like on my guard to prevent me from falling from God. And i know all people have their down times.

So...
Q1. Do you count on God?
Q2. If so, why do you keep thinking of the situation you are in now?
Q3. Look at your situation from a different perspective.
Q4. Understand what you are in Christ.
Q5. Know that you always have authority in Christ. You are an overcomer!
Q6. Follow His word and trust Him!

After that u dont have to think about the problem. xD It is a choice to think about it or not. You have the power to decide whether you want to dwell on the problem or not.

Romans8:28
And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are call according to His purpose.

So dont worry about what goes on in your life. Its temporary. It will past away. Look at this way, after you go through it, you will look back and see how God has changed you! xD

Theme Song: Counting on God by Desperation Band :)

Peace! :)

2009-01-16T10:50:00.000+08:00

PRAISE GOD

I GOT INTO MY FIRST PREFERENCE FOR UNI!

xoxo

2009-01-11T22:14:00.002+08:00

Taken Granted much lately?
I guess it happens to everyone. Someone you care about just seems to take you as a dusty old toy? Only taking you out when the fancy toy is gone? xD

Or People just taking your granted your patience and your understanding?

Well Christ suffered more than that. He was betrayed. Wow. betrayed. Doesnt that connect with you. The many times people dont understand you and they betray your trust in them. Jesus in fact is taken for granted everyday, even now. Ask yourself, how many times have you asked for repentance and just to turn around and walk the wrong direction all over again. Well, Jesus probably has gone through all kinds of temptation. But God is faithful, He provides a way out. So trust in Him. He will help you be an overcomer. Sometimes you feel people should get a taste of their own medicine. An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth. But didnt God give you grace? How more should you show grace to your fellow friends/neighbours/people you dislike?

When faced with a situation, ask yourself :WWJD(What Would Jesus Do?) And do just that. No matter how irritated you feel. Trust that God will handle that person! :)

Praise God for His goodness in your life! :)

2009-01-05T11:04:00.003+08:00

The Lord thought me this week afew things.
of cos one of them is slow to speak slow to anger and quick to listen.

Well.
#1 Stuff happens sometimes that make you confused as to where you are heading towards in your life. Well. it made me confused. angry and questioning. which is kinda sad. >.< xD then i learn that 1 Cor 10 was saying that no temptation has seized you except what is common to man and God is faithful. He provides you a way to stand up under it! So yes. The Lord reminded me of this that made me think. He is faithful and will provide. He told me that there is no reason to be angry or such because he lets you stand up to it. You are already in control. There is no need to let your emotions take control. So I really thank God for that.

#2 Pastor talked about 10 reasons why God gave his life for us.
One that really strike me was that of forgiveness. One of the reasons was that God wanted to shield us from the law. The law says that whoever sins will be killed aka eternal death. He provided a way ( Jesus). Forgiveness: Something you dont deserve but you are still given. That is God. He forgave us for our sins. Also, God forgives and forgets but We forgive but we do not forget. WOW. :3

Because of that. When you give its because God's love overflows from you. Giving is not abt self gratification. Giving is giving when you dont want to. Its giving without gulit. The people in the world. They give either because they are pressured or by giving, they get more status. But we are not of the world. Thats why we are called to be different. We do not give to give ourselves credit but to demonstrate God's unending love to the world.

And yes. :3 thats this week's wrapped up! :3 Right now. im still getting on track with my spiritual life. I dont intend to let it slip thru my fingers anymore...

God Bless u guys! :#

2008-12-31T12:13:00.002+08:00

m a l a c c a

afamosa
: go karting
: water theme park
I went to take this huge long slide. dark tunnel one. then it reminded me of the thrill of the ride that God takes us on. and we are meant to hold on and let the control go to God . The light at the end of the tunnel represents the outcome of doing sp, you will be in the light! :3
: animals

makhota
: shopping

had loads of time bonding with my cousins. <3 u guys! :#

2008-12-11T13:44:00.002+08:00

Crabbie man! :3
i changed the song in my blog! xD
like finally. xD that thing was not playing. xD
anyways the song is called "Who Am I?" i love this song!
Because its so true! That its only true Jesus Christ that we are worth it!

~

It doesnt matter what happens and who we are in the world.
You can be secure in the truth! That Jesus will reign.
Well. this song almost made me cry! :3

hope u guys will like it too! :3

Lyrics
Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Bridge:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

I am yours.

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cause I am yours.
I am yours.

big hearts for u guys! xDDDDD

2008-12-09T15:23:00.007+08:00

I'm officially one year older!

;sings

happy bday to me
happy bday to me
happy bday to me
happy bday to me!

woah. xD anyways i made a list of the ppl who have wished me happy bday today! xDDD kinda funny

THE LIST
o1. Stephen Ng (12am! w00ties)
o2. Jane Tan
o3. Tim Loh
o4. Mummy
o5. Daddy
o6. Star
o7. Phryne
o8. Jasmine Ooi
o9. Guava
1o. Xinyi
11. Shirley Seah
12. Johnathan
13. Shanshan
14. Mark Loy
15. Joel Un
16. Rainna Burns
17. Eileen Tan
18. Clement
19. Della

thanks guys! :3

2008-11-30T17:15:00.003+08:00

hey guys. xD << yes im bz. xD no nothing. xD well. xD graduation was fun! :# so formal plus xD we walked on stage and all! :3 interesting time! :3 i was kinda nervous. xD i think i did alright. xD then PHOTO TIME! :3 (aint i lucky to have friends who just love taking pics) xD

- fast forward -
YAY for cheryl! :3 xD 18. xD
trallalas.. xD oh yeah... congrats girl! :3 (has vanished from here)

- rewind-
there was erica's thing! :3 it was awesomeness! :3 singstar ftw. xD
then the scary movie. -cries-
xDDDD freaky movie. xD -doesnt like freeaky movies-

- double fast forward -
back to cheryl's party! :3 xD
yay to me and charlene! :3 pictionary warriors! xD
lol. xD the cake was yummy! :3 xD and the presents look great. xD
we all had fun! :3 piiizzzzaaa. xD

YAY for me!
BIRTHDAY APPROACHES

2008-11-23T14:52:00.002+08:00

w00ties!

I GRADUATED
im so old now. xDDD jk! :3 it was fun and all! :# i wasnt expecting the ceremony was gonna so "grand"! :3
walking up the stage was kinda funny! :# i wondered whether i walked too fast or not. xD

-to be continued-

2008-11-17T16:38:00.004+08:00

m i a o
(my miaoness of fun)

hey guys! :# yes i finally finished my exams! :3
-jumps for joy-
when anyways i tot i should have an update after so long! :3
life's alright at the moment! really not that much!
im so looking forward to going back to singapore. xD
cos be4 i even reach singapore, im going to malaysia for
an extended family holiday! how exciting! :3
-still rejoicing after the exams-
i really thank God for being there for me
because im so not a study freak. xD so i rely on him alot! >.God because he gives u all ur needs.
miaoness! :# great so now i got a list of things to do b4 i get back! >.<
o1. Get my messy table clean
o2. Get ready my art folio for my 2 interviews at curtin
o3. Get some edits done for awna event
o4. Finish off auction image
o5. Prepare to quit gaia! :3 -BIG PLUS-

~

Oh. xD i also have a list of stuff to buy when im in singapore
o1. Kinetic torchlight
o2. Flurry hairtie x2 (Charlene)
o3. Zip earrings x2 (Cheryl and Charlene)
o4. Oil paint (if possible)
o5. Maybe abit of shopping for clothes xD (havent done that in awhile)

am i forgetting anything so far?

~

There is also the list of people i have to meet(no dates set yet):
o1. Deborah
o2. Juliet and the SACSS gang. xD
o3. Sherri
o4. Amelia
o5. Aus friends! :#

etc.. xDD (cant rmb all)

~

Isn't this holiday gonna be so exciting! :3 but im gonna meet the dreadful weather in summer. xD
-cries-
anyways thats one update done!

BIG TICK ON BOX! xD

NOW SMILE :)

2008-11-02T13:37:00.003+08:00

-stole from joel's blog ( friends for life guys)-

Today I was on visuals for the church service! :#

And Ritchell (Aged 13) sang her songs.. She is so gifted, when she sings, you feel God's pressence so strongly!
and when I look at her, I begin to think:
she is blind and yet she loves the God so badly.
And then there is myself. I love to let my imagination soar. xD
(esspecially in bad times)

aka NOW! :3

But the thing is. sometimes I wish i was blind so i might rely on God more.
But then again. I'm made who I am for a reason.

Of cos i cant say im holy holy. xD
I feel im currently the opposite! :# my walk is dry and I dont ever feel inspired or anything anymore. Like losing touch with something for so long.

So yes. I'mm still slowly recovering but surely as the Lord lives I know I will! :3

Tough times can birth Renewal of the soul and mind! :3
So dont limit yourself or God! :3
Let him take the drive! :#

-emos-

Check out Ritchell's song : The One who keeps me safe

AWESOME SONG! :3

2008-09-11T08:55:00.002+08:00

1. At what age you wish to marry?
I have no idea! xD

2.Will you consider sexual relationships before marriage?
NO! :3

3.Do you smoke?
Never..

4.What is the the latest gadget that you own?
iRiver mp3! :3

5.Who did you mostly texted lately?
not really any1. xD

6. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
a good life? xD not that i already have one now! xD.

7.What is the latest thing you bought with your own money?
if im correct.. FOOD! xD

8. State 3 people of the opposite sex that first comes to your mind.
Joel
Tim
Mason

9. Who will you most likely date?
Dont have plans for dating at the moment!xD

10. Who would you ask to go for a dance with?
My dad? xD

11. How many kids do you want?
xD 2-3 maybe? xD maybe just 1..i really have no idea! xD

12. Are you loyal?
I hope so! xD

13. Where is the latest restaurant you had dinner?
Mac donalds

14.What is your latest obession?
..xD i dunno! xD

15. Name the latest book you bought?
One of the comic books i have.

16. Do you believe in God?
Yes.

17. Do you like your relatives?
Yes. I lub lub my cousins! :3

18. Name your favourite game or sport.
badminton? xD

19. Name the first person that comes into your mind now.
DEBORAH! xD

20. The most exciting place you want to go?
Japan for the win! :3

21. Hugs or Kisses?
Hugs and kisses for my lovely family! :3

22. Single or attached?
Single

23. Do you do your laundry?
I hang it! xD

24. Point out 5 things about the person who tag you.
Cheryl Tee
- weird
- my height
- wears glasses
- stays in msia
- she is AWESOME! :3

25. If the world were to end, who would you spend for last moments with?
Family! >.<

26. What are u craving for at this moment and how far would u go to get it?
I'm craving.... FOOD? nah. xD i wouldnt go that far. xD ill just take it from my bag! xD

I will not tag:
Cheryl
Charlene
Joel
Tim
Erica

xDDDDDD

2008-08-27T20:27:00.001+08:00

Tears of the summerset.
The silent pain of agony.
A cry of help from deep within my soul
How it longs to be free.
The wound is a scar that will never disappear.
The hurt of a love
My soul weakens.

Waiting on the world to change…
We keep on waiting on the world to change….

School’s been alright but ive lost my passion for everything.
There is nothing that drives me anymore.
I have no inspiration for life.

God says the purpose is to bring more gentiles to Christ.
But I don’t have anything. Nothing.

I wish dearly for the end to come now! Right at this moment!
So there will no longer be sufferings.
Am I being selfish? I don’t really know.
I just don’t know anymore…

Seriously I feel no different from a non-christian.
I have no meaning. I see so many things around the world that happen.

Christians that fall and stumble.
I’m still trying…

2008-08-27T20:27:00.000+08:00

2008-07-29T17:30:00.002+08:00

Name 20 people and at the end of the survey choose 5 people to do it.
name the people first then read the questions.

1. Charlene
2. Cheryl
3. Angela
4. Erica
5. Matt
6. Tim
7. Daniel
8. Ankit
9. Joel
10.Hannah
11.Phryne
12.Ale
13.Leon
14.Shan
15.Joanne
16.Cherie
17.Ansen
18.Deborah
19.Samuel
20.Ben

a) How did you meet number 14? [Shan]
I came to australia and met her at my church FCC.

b) What will you do if you never met number 1? [Charlene]
I wouldnt know. xD

c) What if number 9 and 20 stead? [Joel and Ben]
IMPOSSIBLE!!!

d) Describe number 3. [Angela]
Artistic..

e) Is number 8 attractive? [Ankit]
hmm... i dunno? xD

f) Describe number 7. [Daniel]
Smart. xD

g) Do you know of any of number 12's family members? [Ale]
yes. xD all of them! :)

h) What languages does number 15 speak? [Joanne]
just english.. xD

i) Who is number 9 going out with? [Joel]
i say... no one? xD

j) How old is number 16? [Cherie]
20 i think. xD

k) When was the last time you spoke to number 13? [Leon]
Sunday. xD we were talking about cricket on the field. xD

l) Who is number 2's favourite singer/ band? [Cheryl]
guessing... Hikaru? xD or maybe ayumi?? xD

m) Have you ever dated number 4? [Erica]
no.........................................out of the question!!!

n) Will you ever date number 1? [Charlene]
never. xD i would if i was a guy. she has a great character. :)

o) Is number 19 single? [Samuel]
i think so.... xD

p) What is number 10's last name? [Hannah]
Ong. xD sister of number 19. :)

q) Would number 18 ever be in a relationship with number 11? [Phryne and Deborah]
it'll never work! xD they are both females. xD

r) What is the school of number 3? [Angela]
Willetton Senior High Sch? xD

s) Where does number 6 live? [Tim]
Cockburn? xD

t) What's your favourite thing about number 5? [Matt]
He looks like me!! xDDDDDD

u) Have you ever seen number 2 naked? [Cheryl]
no!!! thats just disgusting. xD

v) List down 5 people to do this survey.
1)Ansen
2)Cheryl
3)Charlene
4)Tim
5) Joel

xDDDDDD